Friday, June 17, 2011

Why life cannot be a fairy tale



While running on the treadmill I see you... You are there next to the gate that unfolds our office environment. You are there smiling and trying to catch me as much as can with the deepest modesty on your pretty face. You are in so much comfort amidst the shining shades of bright sun. And with you in front of me with a journey of few meters and full glass wall in between, my strength lacks to the machine for run. Now I want to run towards you and to grasp your arms now resting on the hot rods of the gate. You so gentle, calm n passionate enough just to watch me from there. And I so wild, eager and annoyed for not be in your arms. I want to cuddle you just right away and to wait for time! Not surely my way my love.
But can I turn backwards and take a long journey to come and touch you or I have power to break this mirror wall right now and run to you ?I don’t want to miss a single sight to not behold you in my eyes. Thinking about you and just you and now when the reality stuck, what I need is simply you.

What can be done and what I want to do is par the limits standing at the 10th floor. The same what happened last year can’t be acted upon this time. Now I will not let life evaporate from these little palms. You said for 2 minutes and time took you back without a glow of touch. Shall I just watch you from here and you like all-time waiting for your angel. You love to gaze into my eyes but I admire your gentle touch. It feels like I’m the most fortunate on this earth when surrounded in your arms. I will die if not in your surroundings for a longer span. I simply need you as I’m born to be yours from the infinite time of nature. My love I will not miss the time for not watching you and waste in counting the stairs and crossing people. May some eternal power mesmerize some magic for me right beside you in a moment?
Rain fall everyday but droplets of your presence make me alive like being lone standing on sahara desert. May be the oceans turn human power up and down but the waves of your smiling face cuddles me in counted number. This is the time when Delhi facing heat with the utmost uproar but your tiny artu feels the pain on every beat. How I will let go even a second with not seeing you and waste it crossing unworthy substances. I will not let this moment go in haste. No matter will stand here and watching you. With you I fell the pleasures of this amazing life and with you I feel blessed.
But now I’m not finding you?? Where are you? I just closed my eyes for a blink and you like gone again. Don’t leave me please, I am nothing without you. You my only aura, I need you my love. I am like a sand from sea shore in the sky with nor my foots on earth and neither my hands in bluish world. Where are you? You always use to feel pride by seeing me the most beautiful girl on this earth and with my eyes your motive to feel alive, so now what??
Is this a moment of vagueness as I can feel you now touching me slowly and me sliding in your arms for the love till eternity. And all off a sudden there is presence of rainbows spread in all the mirrors right from 10th till ground floor. All can see us and our pretty love glowing in our eyes captivating all hearts like the precious prism. I am so happy to found you and happiest that I am in your arms now.

Love you much sweetheart, this life is full with matter of you, starts with you and will evaporate with the purest glow of your love till this whole life.

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