Attempt for an outlook of my heart:)

A mystic tune that I never heard,

Pleasant moments I never assume,

I like each sunshine now

And cherish to vibe in your tunes,

Is this some magic?

Or some lovely waves I am crossing all over?

Windows of mild innocence

Or array of world’s gentle shower

U turned me into flower

Why, how and when this I don’t know,

May be I am too poetic now-a –days

Or to be princess of stupid emotions…

Whatever I don’t care nor I want to,

Just I don’t wish to get all this get over

I turned to be your princess I know

Like I know you are my charming prince

I am small province of our love

Wish to live this life

With all flowers, with all joy

No customs needed, just spread of joy!!

Time changes and new freinds arise
Sometimes M too sweet & wise
But as the butterflies days coming
pimples, acnes roaring the noise!!

All the beauty in the shell of sheep
has to finally come & shine
But I'm not finding way to emerge
with earthly purity & nature's bed life

It's best time for me but opposite happening
All set on time, but time is threatening

Cubicles were big but not dizzy to hide her smiling pretty face. That was her day, her big fat happy day. What actually we live for in this long-boring life, seeing stupid people or living with someone for whom you can die.
 And when you are cherishfully welcomed in someone's life, this is actual start of your fun loving blesseful life.
So, that was a small mantra towards her happiness but the reason is yet to explain.

These are not my first steps.. I was too childish to ever imagine feel of my first touch with mother earth. Eloquent, clear but today there is sight feverish mild effect in my entire body and my mind. Something unique is happening and the season has undertook a sea change. Silence is prevalent and there is no push for vagueness. All seems to be so quiet and so fine. It seems strange but I am liking to count my steps like this nevertheless my destination if far or away.

When I have found you or rather U met me , what else seems is just a pretty desire for me. You have declared me as earthly paragon and the whole world seems pouring heaven dipped melodies of life. The enjoyment I must have felt when I was small , the same I breathe to cherish and flaunt and it's all because of your arrival in my life.

As we are moving together with glory of our budding love, I am dreaming all day all night. All pins to your

I have deep attraction towards Pink.. I am just madly in love with the

My preparations are nothing but my planning is on. Even I haven't planned yet fully but my dreams are full on... Valentine is coming

Am I sweet or my words comes with sweetness. Am I cool, or I pretend to be cool or the cool breeze add its beauty with my temperature.

You & Me...

It's 12 AM..For me it's still 1 hour remaining when  actually I can sleep. A disturbing and fun-filled life I am into , which rarely gives me extra moments to think about facts I love to ponder on..

I want to close my eyes and give them a bit rest..All day work & only work remains in my jest..So I patiently keep my soul alive after all work and food to think a bit myself and to do all kind of "tafri" on net.

While today I undergone into full day Intermediate Excel Training Program in office., I am still juggling hard to smart up in my blogging skills..

I have so much left to think and do which I could have done today. Gosh!!

I run after sleep..Sleep run after time ..n time runs after me....

But still , till the time I end up in my cozy blanket, I can feel lucky & bless enough to think about you.

Amongst the very few good outfits I have, I selected the best..
With few bucks in bag and tiniest of make up, I move on the beautiful streets of Dehradun to see you in the form of your gang..

Auto, streets, shops , people & climate..do anything matters for me..Ahemm..Umm..Naaaaaaaaaaaah...
I knw I give good smile but you can bet the biggest one can be with you only..

So that is the time I am toned up in this habit upcoming..Sitting in the McD with all friends I still can manage to see you..

Everyone is munching, I am hungry but I dont want to eat.. I want to keep myself in a dusky thirst, i a mild pain, in an unseen temptation & in an urge to explore ultimate solace.

This is just the start we met, so what's the need for such behave. My hearts still can think about that, but the stems of our budding tenderness can lead to pure &  divine love till eternity..

So with the get-together delight with others, I pray to God to let me with you in your eyes, in your heart even for a second. And even that can make my day.

That can keep me like myself till the next meeting. As we are moving ahead in the urban streets, my desires are driving my prays for enchantment with you. I know your eyes are too reflexive of my innocence..

And as you are slowly coming near me, It's like 1 more perfect sunrise for this beautiful earth..

And look I am smiling at best!!

in the history of blog..my first picture..

much much before....

 early before...

finally now....

Mere mehboob kayamat hogi...

A nice song,.. i heard this song completely and solely after a long time..

Yesterday night I slept with this song & I am going to sleep now with the melodies of this lovely song...

I can really feel tiny tears when 'actually' feeling this..

My poor heart...thinking so much!!

Must listen...

Mix-love emotions

You love love & you hate love..You want to get rid of that every moment and you might kill yourself in the absence of love..

Love is what you aspire with even tiniest of breathe and it can also let you suffocate in hell of sea.. It is remedy and can turn you fungal towards disastrous ill life....

Life drives you to curse love and to pray love.. You want to eat love and dreams someone to drink you up to vanish every spice of love within yourself.

Love turns you into poet or can snatch all possibilities of intelligence from you. It can hone you up or taught you for trip towards devastation.

I have not learned much from life but yes much from love.. A splendid of love!!!

Best

30th October'2011...

New Year 2012!!

A new & refreshing day of 2012!! and 3rd Jan, my first working day of 2012..

I have aspiration that this year is gonna be very fab, but yes change has to inevitable too...

I am excited, happy, worried, and nervous and midst mixed emotions, my above lines are also mixed and will leave you anywhere!!

So join me as I promise this year, I will be present more, write more and entertain myself more...

I will come and appear and I will cheer with the love of my life!!

Time tinkles and vanish like sweetest bubble of life and we always wish for paradise.

My this year and coming life aims at building a small heaven for my pretty life, life into which I wish to groove in feeling every pulse.. And I want to shine with my sweetheart and my sweeties of life!!

I missed to write in my diary, many times she looks with innocent smell that can attract me towards her but I can't help it.

This months or past months I have tried to adjust with speedy life of Delhi ( office& household work) but it's better to trigger life better, that I have realized..

Common i have left 25 now and for next 25 or super 25 then, I need to brush a bit finer...

See you all...

" See you then"

a new & refreshing day of 2012!! 3rd jan, my first working day of 2012..

I have aspiration that this year is gonna be very fab, but yes change has to inevitable too...

I am excited, happy, worried, and nervous and amidst